Life..

I’m boiling water for pasta, and trying to figure out “life”. Not the meaning of it, or the “why” of it,  either. I guess, I’m wondering which way to go, and what I can do at this point- I’ve made poor choices before, took many left turns instead of right turns. Thats how I am where I am. Not a terrible place- But not where I was meant to be either.  I’m not fresh out of school, in fact, I don’t have much behind me to fall back on. At 31, what do you do now. The money tree fails to bloom, the economy sucks, and I’m just  at a loss – How does one start over when they never even began?